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it's rare that my mom responds in a timely manner to a question I have...she's usually spacing out or preoccupied...I might as not exist.

the tv in the living room keeps going off at random times. maybe it's trying to tell us something. one of these days I wanna shoot at it with some shiny gun of some sort.

.::[Sadder Than Saturday]::.
(Drowningman)
"Wednesday night has always been my night." she said, and no one had the heart to disagree. There was a knife in the drawer....There was blood on the floor and everybody's looking for another way out. I don't want it anymore. Hands all through the window and they're breaking through the frame. It's not what you wanted. It's not what you needed. I'm not what you wanted. Not what you needed. I can't sleep at night. I swear to god I hear your voice outside of the window.

.::[Mail Order Kidney]::.
(Drowningman)
I don't owe you anything. The scars, the skin, the needle pushing in. Pins are pounding, breaking free. I'm already low. Can you send me anything at all. I'm not asking, now I'm telling, bend your pennies to what you're selling. Pins are, all breaking free. I'm already low. It's all scissors and paste. It's learning to wait, through the twisting tongues, through the marks on the lungs. I made my bed already. I won't die. IN this place with the planets, in this piece of the sky. could you let me go softly, could you let me go now? I won't die here.

woo what an interesting week...

school was fine, got lost several times but not anymore...lunch is really fun, so is health, geometry is cool...

I broke it off with Rosey last night, he's a great guy and all but things just weren't going like I wanted them to...we never talked, didn't see each other much, and didn't seem to have much in common...oh well...

LAK adventure #12: we walked from Burnsville to Prior Lake(about 20 minutes-half an hour driving) friday night to see Danny at the video store. we also went to a trailor park. an extremely ghetto one.

the end¿

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those boots=mine
I shall wear them tomorrow or wensday.

tomorrow is the first day of high school. oh poop.

I NEED my two paychecks. like uber soon.

also. I hate being a wet blanket.

here I am at laura's house after some sleep and speghetti...very tasty speghetti I might add...we met chase last night and drove around for about an hour maybe, got my caramel apple empanada and picked david up at carley's...when laura's mom leaves we'll sneak him out and I'll maybe go home and shower then we'll do some more stuff maybe I dunno...

3.5 days till school starts...

I think maybe I'm feeling kindof sad I'm really longing for some physical human contact right now laura has her david and rosey isn't here and my mommy is at home...I miss my mommy ) :